LOVE

sedih

hari nie sedih sgt..i don't think i'm ready into a relationship..sob sob :'( sometimes i terfikir boleh ke org yg kte choose sekarang buat kita happy? boleh ke dia jaga kita? sedih sgt2!!!! kenapa kita yg kene jaga hati dia tapi mine? if u came in my life just because u need someone to love u plz let me go..i sedih sgt..dah la today i sakit..i nmpk u care psl i tapi..ntah lah!!! u nk i teman u, i teman u but when my turn u endah tak endah je..baru2 lah nk semua nya sweet tapi kita? u buat i kecik hati dgn u..how we want to stay longer if in first week kita dh mcm nie? lelaki semua sama je!!!! benci :'(

i'm in love

i love the way u treat me..u're the best thing i had ever have..baby the more i know u the more i'm in love with u..i hope u will be beside me forever..be my shoulder when i'm sad n be my smile when i'm happy..protect me,love me,take care of me..20.10.2010 ;) baby i love you so much!!! i love u not because of ur money or ur look..i love u because u accept who i am..i'm now because of u..i never tot that i'm going to fall in love again but u make it possible when u touch my heart with ur sweeties words and funniest act...hehe!!! baby i want u to know.. I LOVE YOU!!! who is he??? it will be a secret...

sweetest pie

hello hello hello...i nk story bout 2 org best friend i..nabila & fizal..i syg sgt2 kat dua org kwn i nie even i tak pernah bgi tau dieorg.. nab & fiz, i love both of u!!!! if u can hear me :) time i susah, senang, happy, sedih both of them selalu ade dgn i...

(nabila)
i luv u since we're not gado2..thanks a lot sbb jdi kawan i n still be my bff!!! rindu nk kuar jln2 dgn die..kadang2 kteorg tak tau nk pegi mane sebab 1 jb kteorg dah pusing.. kwn i nie suka minum cool blog.. so if ade cool blog mesti die beli n then kene brain freeze kejap..hehe!!! die nie cute ok tpi dh berpunya..we love gossiping ;) asl jumpa je gossip xde keje lain...slalu klw kuar mkn mesti kfc..asyik2 kfc till kteorg dh bosan dgn kfc.so nabila, next time kita jgn mkn kfc ok? suh jusco open mc'd or something else yg interesting..luv u so much..xoxo!!

(fizal)
this cutie boy..dah besar ok!!! hehe...kteorg baru je kenal tpi die baik sgt dgn i..kteorg jumpa kt b'day party..die nie photographer so gambar2 i yg kat fb kebanyakn die laa yg shoot..best kwn dgn die..die nie getis tau...haha!!! kadang klw die xde mood dgn i skali jadi mangsa..so, jgn buat mood die down ok.. die nk kuruskan badan tapi pegi gym mcm sebulan skali je..mmg tak kurus laa..i suka buli die sbb die tak kesah..thanks sbb sudi berkawan dgn i..thanks jugak sbb amek my pics even i xcantik..hehe :) die nk dtg kl minggu nie so i tak sabar tunggu die!!! fizal cepat la dtg i bwk u round kl (mcm la i tau jln)..die jenis tak berkira so tu yg best! klw berkira tu kedekut..i tak suka!saya syg awak jugak..


*be my bff forever!!!! ;)

smile

lamanya dh tak update blog..one of my friend said just write like u're telling someone a story.. i appreciate my life now.. i'm better without u.. eventho it's oledi 10 months but u still in my mind.. i wish that i could throw it away.. pple always said just forget it.. i know it's easy to forget but it's hard to forgive.. as for me i thank god cz he seperate us if not i will never know myself.. afta we broke up i do so many things that i like.. i see this world in different ways.. there are so many things i want to do now.. hehehe :) i love being single cz i have my owm time for myself.. freedom!!!! i don't think about want to find a partner rite now.. i want to finish my study and get a good job and later i will think about it.. i know my parents risau cz smpai sekarang i tak cari BF but wat to do pintu hati saya belom terbuka lagi..hahaha!!!! jgn cari kan BF untuk saya ok.. will continue later.. thanks to the one who makes me want to update this :)

i miss you

rindu sgt2 with my friend nabila...this sunday buka puasa sama2...hope jadi...tempat tak sure lagi kat mane cz' kat jb balik2 tempat yg sama...haiissshhh!!! nabila if u can hear me, i want to say thanks to be my best friend!!! hehehe...gonna meet u soon babe

ntah pape je...

tak bestnya puasa kat sini sorang2...hari-hari kena masak sendiri...rindunya nak puasa dekat rumah!!!! mummy i miss u so so so muccchhhh!!!! hari-hari penat..balik clge je beli brg2 nak masak later cuci baju then baru masak... fizal saya rindu nk shoot dgn kamu...gelak2 time u amek my pics!!! gila2 4 a while...oohhh i really miss that moment...can't wait to shoot with u again...thank u for everything!!!!

love it!!!

love this....

A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.
The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter:
"Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." The little girl said:
"No, Dad. You hold my hand."
"What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father.

"There's a big difference," replied the little girl.
"If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go."

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours...

study study study...

i hate exam!!!! stress time!!!! later pimples will comes out...sob sob sob :'( need to struggle this sem...i'll do my best!!! pray for me...my exam will start next week...

monday 02/08/10
1. professional english 9-11 a.m
2. trends in language teaching 4-6 p.m

wednesday 04/08/10
1. microteaching 4-6 p.m

friday 06/08/10
1. teaching of literature in ESL 9-11 a.m
2. discourse analysis 3-5 p.m

miss my abah

my life is simple

I'm just a simple girl who still learn about how's life going to take me to see the real world...my journey is far...i'm still young...i just want to do anything that can make me happy...i want to try everything...still searching what else i can do to make my journey become more interesting...love to on9 24/7 :) i can't live without my baby lappy...hehe!!! at this moment i really enjoying my life...every second i use it with something useful...i don't care what pple say about me...all i know is i'm HAPPY!!! thanks to all my friends such as sher, fizal, lisa, sera n others...THANK YOU!!!

miss you

i miss you so badly here...kinda bored without u who always makes me happy all the time...if i can turn bck the time, i just want to pause the time when we're laughing n doing things together...i want to go bck home!!! i want to meet u!!! really enjoy the moment that we spent together even for a while...thank you for being such a good friend!!! i do appreciate it..thanks to make me smile even for a moment...i will always keep u in my mind...if one day we're not friend anymore, i hope u'll always happy with ur life...thanks for all the beautiful pics!!!

MY LATEST SHOOT...
I'M LEARNING N KEEP ON LEARNING...

LOVE IT SO SO MUCH!!!!! tq.....

me....

MIKA - Lollipop

-->Lagu kegemaranku :)

♥ ♥ ♥

-->LOVE SHOES!!!
-->LOVE GOLD COLOUR
-->LOVE IT SO MUCH...

♥ look into my eyes ♥

--> fun day
--> jalan2
--> me & nabila
--> happy

Love Stalk

10 Ways to Get Your Friend Fall in Love with You

1. Do Not Push Yourself
You may think it is a clever idea, but pushing yourself on your friend is a big no-no, especially when it is clear that they are not into you. You will look dumb doing this very thing.

2. Do Not Play Games
The worst thing you could possibly do would be to play games with the other person’s heart. You do not want to be a friend and a lover at once, so you should choose between the two.

3. Be Someone Who is Happy
I like people who are cheerful, but not too cheerful. You should not overdo this one.

4. Dress Nicely.
Guys and girls love it when the opposite sex dresses up nicely. It is a great idea for you to find clothes that accentuate your style and make you look great.

5. A Sense of Humor
When it comes to certain things, it is always good to have a sense of humor. Watch how the other person responds when you are trying to get a smile to sweep across their face. If you are dealing with a serious matter, then do not annoy them with your efforts. However, in order to change their mood, do some flirting.

6. Be Yourself
In order to get your friend fall in love with you, you should not try being someone else other than yourself. Yes, I know, you would like to act like a TV star, but by doing this, you are not showing your true self. How can someone fall in love with you fully if they do not see you for who you are?

7. Talk About Problems.
Do not talk about things that are boring. Talk to the friend about things that are going on in their life. Figure out what is bothering the other person. By doing this, the other is going to want to open up to you and that is a definite way to start.

8. Be a Good Listener.
When the friend speaks with you, you should show them just how good of a listener you are. Give him or her your full attention as they are talking to you about something.

9. Learn Interpersonal Skills.
If you have better interpersonal skills, people are going to naturally like you. You will need to know how to handle people in different situations. To give you an understanding, some of those skills include making others feel important, being friendly, avoiding conflicts when possible, never criticize, telling someone they are wrong without being blunt and thinking of the other person.

10. Your Appearance
You should work on your appearance. Whether you admit this or not, men are generally interested in the way a woman looks. In fact, they almost always consider looks first when it comes to asking a woman out on a date. With this thought in mind, make sure your hair has been properly kept and your teeth, skin and nails are taken care of. Get your friend fall in love with you by first starting with your appearance.

The Warm Sunset

I want to share a short story that i created by my own.. The title is The Warm Sunset.. Enjoy reading it and please do a comment..

THE WARM SUNSET

February came again, the young, quiet and beautiful girl watched the sun through the window. The sun is glowing like a fiery red. Purplish pink streaks peep teasingly out of the peach sky with tints of gold casting a rich, majestic hue. She’s still looking at the sun as there are something hidden inside it. No one knows what the secret behind it is. Suddenly, she sighed deeply, as she watched the sun begin its journey to its resting place.

She closed her eyes and walked wearily down the memory lane. Memories of a yesterday that held so much promise to a glorious tomorrow. She was so sad. I can see it through her eyes.

“What are you thinking of?” I asked her.

“I miss him so much” Sofea answered softly.

Slowly she goes to her bed. She walks in a summer dress of flowing pink cotton. There is a red rose in her hand. For almost a year I had watched her as she watched the sun sets. Almost a year of longing to see, her knowing not whether she knows or cares about me. How could I tell? But I chose to believe that she does both know and care for me as I care for her.

It is time.

My skin prickles and shivers and ice strokes my spine.

No words could be expressed. The more I walk towards her, the more adrenaline being stimulated in me. I could feel butterflies flying in my stomach.

“Eeemmm ... I’m Adam isn’t the scenery beautiful today? It looks very different compared to the days before”.

She sighed.....

“The sunset has lost its glow and the dimness arose in it.......”

“Wow! There’s a deep meaning into it..... Are you a poet by chance?”

Outside, the sun had turned into an orange glow. The sun started its descent; its golden fingers reach for the tears as they fell. Soon the dark curtains of the night drew to a close and all was silent.
Adam was confused as she looks into the sunset as though they were hers once up a time. He could see there’s a deep pain in the eyes of his beloved. He could not relax as he got even more anxious.

“What could she ever possibly have in her mind? I am eager to know”.

”The sunset brings a lot of meaning to me personally”.

“Not for me”.

Adam was stunned!

“I could hear his voice shouting out for help. I could see him wrestling with death, but i am helpless. No one was willing to help him”

Sofea could not stand anymore as she breaks into tears. Adam got nervous as he did not know what to do. He felt his heart was sinking into the pacific ocean as he looks at his beloved who is in tears. How heart wrenching.

“Sofea.............”

“He saved my dignity from being tarnished! He saved my life”

“What happened?”

“I was on my way to meet him on our special valentine morning. I was wearing a pink dress that he presented to me on our anniversary. I could still smell the fragrance that was in the air. So tender and beautiful”.

I got to know from our close friend that he is going to propose me. I was so thrilled and excited. My dream comes true.

“He is definitely a lucky man” Adam said.

“He will always be, Adam. At that moment of time I knew he was the one for me. I saw him approaching my house with his tuxedo. I chuckled. He was so cute and i never seen him wearing tuxedo. I knew he was uncomfortable in the attire. Could it be that he wore the tuxedo just to formally propose me?”

Adam saw that Sofea was finally smiling though there are thousands of sadness lingering in her heart.

“I ran towards him and hugged him. I felt the warmth of security of being in his comforting arms. He whispered to me softly, reminding me to be in the park. He left me and I went on walking towards the park. I waited for almost 20 minutes. I guessed he forgot the ring. Suddenly I felt his hands covering my eyes. Is this the moment I had been waiting for?”

My heart was pounding even faster.

I turned around....

A group of guys suddenly held me and try to push me down. They try to rape me. They tore my clothes of. I was trying to save my life. They were far to strong for me. I was almost losing my subconscious mind.

“At that moment of time, I heard a mighty voice shouting at those thugs. I knew it was my beloved. One by one the thugs begin to withdraw from me. I know my beloved has struggled to save me. I got up slowly only to find that my beloved is full of blood. I saw a knife had been used to stabbed him. He called out on me. I held him slowly in my arms”.

Adam saw her crying again, but this time is different. He place his arm on her shoulders to console her.

“Don’t leave me... Just hang on, you will pull through this”.

“I will not leave you even for a second. I will always live in your heart. The time had arrived. Now, you have to let me go. Be sad no more”.

“He touched my face and we looked deeply into each other. I felt his warm lips and we kissed each other. His hand fell from my cheek and I knew he was no more. Suddenly the warmness of the sunset had left me as an orphan”.

Now Adam knew what had been bothering Sofea all the while. His heart broke into pieces as he knew his beloved had suffered terribly.

“Who’s the lucky guy?”

“Let the secret live and die with me as he who will live and die with me FOREVER.”

(precious memories)

live ♥ laugh ♥ l ove

For the first time as a blogger, i just wanna share a poem that i love the most when i go through all the hard things in this year.. This poem make me strong :) I don't hate you, and I'll never do.. Thank to the person that had love me & had bring the happiness in my life when im with u.. Past is past and now I already have my new life.. I may not be perfect, but im always me..

Forget his name, forget his face
Forget his kiss and his warm embrace
Forget the love that once came true
Remember now there's someone new,

Forget the love that you once shared
Forget the face that had once cared
Forget the time you spent together
Remember now he's gone forever,

Forget you cried the whole night through
Forget him when they play your song
Forget how close you two once were
Remember now he's chosen her,

Forget you memorized his walk
Forget the way he used to talk
Forget the times he was mad
Remember he's happy instead of sad,

Forget his teasing, gentle ways
Forget you saw him everyday
Forget he made your dreams come true
Remember now she loves him too,

Forget the thrill when he walked by
Forget him when he made you cry
Forget the way he spoke your name
Remember now he's not the same,

Forget the way he said he loved you
Forget the way he kissed and hugged you
Forget all those nights when he held you tight
Remember now he holds her tonight,

Forget all those sunny days
Forget all those poems he made
Forget those times through good and bad
Remember he said he'd never make you sad,

Forget the games he played with you
Forget the times he stayed with you
Forget those cold, cold nights
Remember now he keeps her warm tonight,

Forget the way he looked at you
Forget you kissed the whole night through
Forget all you dreams came true
REMEMBER, that he doesn't love you....